I almost gave up on life, and yes I already achieve my dreams, but there are still instances that made me weak. Coming from a poor and broken family, I strive hard to reach my goals in life. It was not an easy journey, I have experienced a lot of criticism, judgment, etc. There are times before I thought of giving up but thanked God; I passed it by. There are moments in life that I almost surrender in life, but I realize that giving is not always the choice. You have to think of the people around you. The people who keep believing in your capabilities and skills.
Whenever I feel bad before I always think of my single mom. My mom was the only one who believes in me despite the circumstances. She is the only person who keeps pushing me forward and gives positivity in my life. I am so thankful for her existence; I realize that there is so much more to live. My mother is my inspiration at all, being an only child, both of us should help each other. My dad left us; he chooses his mistress more than us, I feel so bad about it. I thought that I could have a complete family despite being impoverished. It doesnt matter to me the difficulties in life, as long as my father is with us. Many families are happy even they are not wealthy in life, having a complete family already fulfills the lack. There are times I see so glad family, thinking of what if my dad never left? What if he stayed and be with us? Perhaps it would be happier, and I am more motivated in life.
I work hard to help my mother earn money; I knew her wages is not enough for my education. I know how hard it is to finish college alone. My mother frankly told me that she cant finance anymore the expense of my school. But I am still grateful to her because she keeps reminding me that everything will fall into place. Everything will come to an end; we have to be determined and focus on our goals in life. I was on my most down moment when my hope is gone; my mother got ill. She promises me to make it to my graduation, but she lost herself, I missed her.
I graduated college with anger and frustration in my heart. I haven’t my mom experience this happiness at all. I book a West Midland girls for the first time; she made me realize that I should keep moving forward without my mom. SHe enlightens me that it would be more painful for her if I stop life because she is gone. Thanks to a West Midland escort, she is the reason behind my success now.